It's been awhile

It's been awhile since I was here. I forgot to tell the girls that I have a blog. I guess that if I don't tell them I haev some where to come and vent and not get introuble for what I say .Amanda and Sam have changed plans tonight instead of heading to Miami Fl. They are going to go to Connenticut first for visit before Sam's brother leaves for Brazil. I hope that Kyle has a bplace to stay while they are there and that they will earn some money to tide them thru till sam can work full time. Amanda will be working some where there too. I miss them already adn the have only been gone one day and have traveled in storms all the way.
Mom feel again last week and smacked her chin tore up her arm and hand and bumped her knee's. She say that she is feeling alright. I am worried taht she may have broken her hip.

I wish I knew how to get thish eadache to leave me alone. I have been down with it all day long and now iI can't sleep from the pain and iI am so exhusted all the time. Pleae keep my Mom safe so that i can rest and not stress out so much,It would help if J & RA would help me by just supporting me emotianlly and belive me that MOm needs help getting her to eat, drinkand to exercise. I need them to let me greive for the mom i have lost, I was the one that saw her stop eating and not drinking enough water. I want them to understand that I need some one to tell me that they appreicate all I do for Mom and that they love me as their sister , and most of all try to spend more time with MOM and me. I want them to love and respect me for all that I do for Momma. I want them to show me that they really do care about me intesad. I love them and just want them to care about me...
HUGS TO ALL
Grammye